My First Day in First Year High School

The first day of being a high school student I was a grade 7 student when I first entered high school. I'm really excited to be a high school student because, when I was in elementary school, I always heard that the best part of being a student was high school. That day, I woke up very early; I woke up around 4 a.m. in the morning because I didn't want to be late on my first day. That day, my mom came with me because she said that she wanted to make sure that I could go to my classroom because she was afraid that I would get lost in the school since Nabunturan National Comprehensive High School is a big campus. When we had already found my classroom, my mom left me. When I arrived, the teacher was already in the classroom. My teacher welcomed me very well, and she said I would be the one who chose my seat, so I decided to sit in front. I really enjoyed that day, even if I didn't have many friends. I'm a friendly type of person, so I want all of my classmates to be my friends. In high school, I experienced a lot of firsts, especially in grade 7. In grade 7, I experienced being in love for the first time; in grade 7, I experienced my first heartbreak; and in grade 7, I experienced being betrayed by my best friend for the first time. During my second day of school, during recess, I brought a sliced apple with salt and vinegar for my snacks. While I was eating, one of my classmates laughed at me because my lips turned white because of the vinegar. I wonder who that guy is who is laughing at me. When I look at him, I'm shocked because he is so cute and handsome, and I fell in love at first sight with him instead of getting mad because he's laughing at me. After that, he became my boy best friend. We ate lunch and recess together, we played together, we went home together, and there were many other things we did together. I never confess my feelings to him, but I have a girl best friend who knows about my feelings for him; she is my classmate too, and she knows everything. She knows how much I like the guy. But she betrayed me. I don't know, but for me, I feel betrayed. One day, I saw her dating my boy best friend. I was so angry and jealous at the same time. I was angry because my best friend betrayed me, and I was jealous because I wasn't his type of girl. I even ask myself, "Why not me?" "Yes, I know she's beautiful, but am I ugly?" "What do I have that she has?" "What did I did wrong to her to betrayed me?"After that time, I just accepted everything, and I just wanted to be in Grade 8 immediately because I was excited to meet new classmates on the first day of school, and at that time, I didn't want them to be my classmates again.